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named : 'vix+arliss' info : finally named my blog! fleur de mal x3 means flower of evil, and since i am evil, and my name is heather, it fits, does it not? okay fuck you. this layout is of vix and arliss, and it sorta just came out of nowhere, but i really like it anyway. the lyrics are from 'buried alive by love' by him [thanks lars, they're a fun band ^^]. i suggest people check the song out. it's so fun for some reason.
my very unreliable counter has counted visitors since ..uhm...your mama. x.e; archives...
if i should die before i wake the blog belongs to heather, who is otherwise known as hchan ...so..don't call her heather or she'll do something inappropriate to your food. she's 19, but mentally is probably stranded at the immature age of 10. she likes to draw a lot and in fact she makes it her goal to draw the pictures to all of her layouts... but she doesn't like you. go away. that aside, email her as you wish and she will likely
Pic of the moment
pray no one my sould to take
and if i wake before i die blog exclusive readsx harrison x kchan x kelly x kiko x lars x luna x rob x sun x trish x willa x brooklyn sitely reads x otenba.net [lina's blog too] x s-l.net [kristen's blog too] x drugproof ugly x riot now x vexed rp/story reads x this present darkness x batalha nova x kyuuketsuki kei x dream*scar. comic reads 
[no image link] x broken saints fan stuff 
stuff i need to buy. moviesmemento american history x power rangers: the movie [the original one >F] rocky horror picture show
CD's
anime/manga
games
ect
stuff i need to *do* clean my room [in progress . . . still.]research myths for story >F! ya lazy ho! make appointment with eye doctor [::goes blind for procrastinating.::]
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004 @ 01:30 a.m.
best, you've got to be the best... you've got to change the world and use this chance to be heard. your time is now...
'butterflies and hurricanes'<3 muse I started a journal at GL...'cos I wanted to: i'm gonna post there from now on, along with my art, I think..DA's just too fucked up anymore..can't even get on there to delete my art off it x_x that's about all.
Wednesday, January 21, 2004 @ 05:28 p.m.
back when they were teaching me to colour in between the lines, in the cushions of my soul i found the remote; it was changing time. peeling ayers, layers, layers...stripping my skin, over again....
'layers'<3 kidney thieves
Almost all of that is really accurate x_X;; Very creepy...
Sunday, January 18, 2004 @ 01:21 a.m.
.... (instrumental)
'rockets fall on rocketfalls'<3 godspeed you black emperor I POSTED IN D*S MOTHERFUCKIN' HALLELUJAH AMEN AMON RA. ps, go read it.
Wednesday, January 7, 2004 @ 03:26 p.m.
oh, lady luck has led you here
and they're so twisted up, they'll twist you up, i fear.
'wicked little town [hedwig version]' <3 hedwig and the angry inch soundtrack I posted some journal stuff on DA instead of here 'cos it was conveniant XD; read if you like.
post 1 - comp update/rambles of hedwig movie. i am in love with this song of the hedwig soundtrack. there's a version sung by hedwig and another sung by tommy gnosis and i love them both. i like the lyrics too..here's the lyrics from the tommy gnosis version:
forgive me, for i did not know
and now i understand how much i took from you
you think that luck
and there's no mystical design,
so when you've got no other choice
Tuesday, December 30, 2003 @ 02:45 p.m.
full of grace, you've covered your face, kid. precious kid. your eyes are blue, but you wont cry, i know. angry tears are too dear. you wont let them flow
'kid 2000' <3 hybrid ...so if it's not obvious, my new comp is still fucked out. the net worked for like an hour and then just..didn't. and still does not. i drew a cool pic of an anthro chara i used to draw before i knew what anthro art was [like middle school, pre anime]. her name's tammi and she rocks but i can't upload her 'cos she is on *my* comp.
for xmas:
mum found the same prisma marker set for 70 dollars online, so we ordered it. it's not here yet. nor is my new muse cd. or that aol 9.0 cd. fuckshit. xmas was overall decent this year. i got more than i expected i would. the end.
Sunday, December 14, 2003 @ 12:29 p.m.
'cos this life is a farce, i can't breathe through this mask, like a fool. so breathe on, little sister, breathe on. breathe on, little sister, like a fool...
'it's a fire' <3 portishead
I've got two pics I need to scan. Oh yeah. I got a new comp on it's way. I dunno a thing about it, mum randomly bought it. It has a CD burner tho'..I know that much. Uhm. I have much to say, but honestly, I don't want to, because blogging is boring now. This is more of a TRUE blog now, then, isn't it? Yay for me using it for it's real purpose XD That's all. Enjoy :P
Saturday, November 29, 2003 @ 11:28 a.m.
so this is how it feels to be insane. the world looks like a movie always playin'...but how can a heart so young feel so much pain? they can't ever save us now... they won't ever understand
'they can't save us now' <3 kill hannah OMG I POSTED IN DREAM*SCAR AHHHH! If you read it, go check it out. xD I redid the end of it instead of what I have in the rough draft..and it's much more fun this way. I love cliff hangers ^^ I don't think it's very long, and I didn't check for errors, so if you spot a few, IM or email them to me...'cos I will love you forever and always if you do. ::is a human typo machine xP:: So I haven't been able to blog in ages. Hm. I shot a gun for the first time yesterday. It was kinda fun, but recoil sucks. My hand was sore for about ten minutes after but it's okay now...I THINK >_>; One of my shell casings landed in this guy's jacket pocket next to us XD It was funny. Luna and Rob = so fun xD We need to hang out with them more often e.e I have so much to blog of, but I can't right now 'cos I need to go. I prolly posted new art on my da account, but people prolly already saw it. It's nothing terribly great, I dun think?? !!! Rob did the coolest pic of Vix for me. She is like this Vix from da Hood XD She's a skanky ho with a hook hand. It's so great. I'll scan it next time I am here at Kchan's. Note to self = MAKE XMAS GIFT LIST. People are not going to be obligated to buy me anything but I will just pitch out ideas. They will prolly only be CD's anyway bt I have no time to list them now e.e;; Uhm uhm uhm fuck shit. I forgot what else I needed to say e.e;; Oh well. ::Runaway.::
Saturday, November 15, 2003 @ 05:24 p.m.
we're not gonna make it. he explained that the end will come...you can me were never meant to be part of the future ... all we have is now, all we've ever had is now....
'all we have is now' <3 the flaming lips So I think everyone knows about all these updates but here anyway: chapter 20 is up, thus ending part 3. And I still have the part2 layout up. Damn. e.e;
anubis concept arts -- I think everyone has seen these...but here anyway.
So the other day, when I was home alone and having to feed all the animals, each time I went out to feed the dogs, I kept looking for Charlie's dish before I remembered that he was dead x.x...and then yesterday I thought I heard him barking, and then I remembered he was dead. Again. v.v;; I got really depressed about it...but I'm okay now. I miss him so much. T.T He used to follow me around when I was doing outside chores and stuff so I wasn't bored doing them, but now he...can't and Jane and Sawyer suck 'cos they don't do that e_e; *sigh* Everyone knows -- I have my tablet back. for now. But my own comp, the one that got fried..well it turns out the whole THING is blown. Not even the hard drive is salvagable T.T; Means I lost ALL my old art and ALLMYMP3'SAHHHHHHHHHH! T____T I was mostly bummed about the MP3's...;.; Means I have lost half the d*s soundtrack 'cos a lot of them were things that aren't on CD's..x.x;; Maybe they are on singles, but who really BUYS singles CD's? They're such a waste of money for buying one or two new songs along with a song you already HAVE on the MAIN CD..like "Oh, here it is again..and here's a BONUS REMIX OF IT! Don't hate just 'cos it sucks =DD".. ::Siiigh.:: So there. RP = pretty much planned out. We're just waiting for Lina to sign on or for Luna to be able to call her to tell her about it...Lina = never logs on tho'..so I guess it's up to Luna XD She prolly remembers all we talked about. I sure don't ^^ ::Gourry laugh.:: Speaking of Slayers, I feel like watching it now o_O... ::needs to get the first two seasons on DVD...since she can't watch VHS anymore without the VCR eating them e.e:: That's about all. I need a new layout, but I like this one. e.e;; Not like I can make layouts without photoshop anyway XD ::Slaps COREL for sucking ass.:: Oh yeah...some things I wanted to post:
Edith65432104213 [5:47 PM]: hehe!
Momo EC (6:39:33 PM): -cracks his nuckles and stares at him- >O
Monday, November 10, 2003 @ 02:29 p.m.
who's on my star, who's on my star? who's on my star, my sugar blas-taarrr?
'sugar blaster' <3 starlight mints the most pointless post ever: lina??! -- keyboard/backup vocal singer from pocket novel mystery that kept giving me lina vibes. scary that her name is lori -- four letter l name xDDD x.x; uhm...too tired to blog. blow me. ::leave.::
Sunday, November 9, 2003 @ 02:42 a.m.
she calls your name, she falls from grace... it's all your fault she's this way, it's all your fault she's this way, it's all your fault she's this way . . . "nobodaddy" <3 pocket novel mystery
The first was okay. The music was really cool, but the singer sounded sorta like Billy Corgan from Smashing Pumpkins, and only Billy makes it sound right. They got a buncha cool points for having 'Zeke' in their band name.. XDDD Overall, like I said, they were okay. The second band I fell in love with right away. They're a local band, called Pocket Novel Mystery. I fucking...wow, I just loved them @_@ I bought their CD, 'cos it was only ten dollars. Kchan paid for half, 'cos I paid for half her new Starlight Mints CD ^^ Wow, I really like these people tho'. I talked to a few of the people in the band and they were really nice, and the girl playing Keyboard was especially nice. XD We bitched about how we could never play drums 'cos we are very uncoordinated. She looked kinda like Lina. o_O; It was wierdo. The bassist girl had really nice hands, and she was really nice too. ^^ I only talked to those two, but the drummer guy while playing kept looking at me, but that's 'cos I kept staring, 'cos I love drums and it's just so amazing to watch. @_@ ::Cuddles drums.:: The third band blowed. I didn't like them. They were so loud, even with the cotton in my ears, and they got equalized so crappily that it was like listening to annoying...fucking just annoying sound or something. So I went outside. Stupid stinky band xP I can't even remember their name. They sucked so who cares xP The Starlight Mints came out finally around 1:30 or so, and the Beta Bar closes at 2', so they didn't get to play many songs. But I realized, when they were playing, that I'd sat there and TALKED TO THE BASSIST O_O;; I hadn't even a clue, when I did that too. I was like "WHOA IT'S THAT GUY." I recognized him 'cos he had black hair in a very Kou like style and I was like "^^ ::Mental cuddle of Kou.::" The guy on the guitar smiled at me too xDD I must have been looking at him all awestruck 'cos he broke one of his strings and just improvised the rest of the song through XD But he was like, "::Playplay...glance down.:: .. :DDDD .. ::Goes back to looking intent XD::" It was cool. Kchan got sad 'cos they didn't play 'Blinded By You', even tho it was on the list...I didn't think they'd play all the songs anyway, 'cos...I dunno, they weren't even looking at the list [which I snatched up after the show for Kchan xP], but I didn't think they were only gonna get like five songs off..x_X; Stupid...band that came before them took so long to set up >F Oh well..I am overall very happy I went. I got into a new local band and the cello playing in Starlight Mints was enough to make me orgasm [as if sitting on the bass amplifier wasn't enough XDDDDDDDDDDD!] Bah, Kchan has finished making some food...I am gonna.. ..actually.. ::just runs afk..will post more when she gets back xD:: eating from 2:54am to 3:11am... Mmm..Kchan makes wonderful food, even if it's only a simple sandwich ^^ Okay so backtracking to yesterday... me, Kchan, Debbie and Kim went to the FL state fair and it was... uhm.. interesting, to say the least. It was really crowded and the rides had big lines. The whole thing earned me extremely painful bruises all along my spine, a very sore knob on my right pinkie and an irksome red...thing on my elbow from stumbling into something sharp after getting off a spinny ride. Last one was my own fault, really, since I was the one making it spin so fast. Debbie and Kimmie called me the powerhouse XDDD My muscles are sore too. Kchan tried some massage stuff on me that helped some, but she told me I prolly have a pinched nerve in my shoulder and that's why that's always feeling so dead and numb...I figured as much, but...x.X t's been like that for so long, so it's prolly too late to fix it...oh well.. Anyway... There was also this crazy inflated fighting ring...where I fought Debbie a la American Gladiators with the batton things...she royally blew me away, 'cos she's got more weight to throw at me, so the three rounds went by in no time at all. It made me feel even weaker...but it was fun anyway. XD It made me sorta sad tho', 'cos the whole time I was there, all I could think about was Matt x_X; I get like that when I am having fun...like I think, "this would really be a lot nicer if Matt was here ._." I kept cuddling this huge ass stuffed dog that Debbie won at this dart game [she's frighteningly good with those...] and it made me feel a little better...but not by much :P So I am not sure if I will be posting in d*s tomorrow. I want to, but I have a terrible writers block, so it would just be terrible and ugly....maybe later in the week. I'm having artist block too, but I drew something before that happened: So I am dizzy and I miss Matt....a lot. x_x I kept thinking about it since yesterday at the fair and..ugh it just makes me sad. Debbie was saying that we should all take a roadtrip to VA in the spring, and I'm like "That would rock." And then in my head I am like, 'But you've heard that before so don't get your hopes up.' ::Sigh.:: Whatever, I'm not gonna think about it right now. I'll just make myself cry or something x_x; I'm gonna go take a shower after Kchan. This post is done enough.
Thursday, November 6, 2003 @ 09:39 p.m.
so scared to be alone, it tears her apart. she said i just wanted to make you, i never meant to break you. he said, have some mercy on me... do you have to be such a mercenary
EDIT
I doodled on a track list for a soundtrack I am making for either Lina or Luna. I dunno what kinda music Lina likes anymore, but I'm pretty sure Luna would like it all xD Anyway, I scanned them, 'cos I felt like it:
So my sister blocked my account. She said I can't have it back, but she will keep it up so I can get my pictures off it later. She does this at the worst time. I was almost done with a Kou pic and there's also that art I needed to work on for the shoujo ai club [was gonna work on that more after the kou pic]. Sigh. So I decided I will take the smoke and go see the starlight mints 9_9; If I complain about being really sick for the next few weeks, you can slap me. So mum's having me look into buying a Kia. I was looking at the Kia Rio, 'cos it..is cheap..and it says it has good gas milage...I dunno much about cars, but all I want is something that is good for gas, has like..power steering and is at least relatively safe. Otherwise it could be the ugliest thing in the world and I wouldn't care. The road's just gonna cover it with clay anyway..and I'm gonna cover it with bumper stickers so whatever XDDD Hm. d*s, still on chapter 23. I kept getting caught at this one part. I know some shit I want to happen, but I couldn't get the order right. I'm working it out in my head slowly tho'. Gawd, this is stinky...I liked Krista's comp 'cos she had a good word program and it had a built in dictionary and Theasarus, so if I couldn't figure out the word I wanted to use, I could just use that and be like "!! OH YEAH =DDD ::Slaps forehead in a 'i shoulda known that' kinda way.::" Somehow, in the carride over here to Kchan's, we got on the subject of Freaky Friday [first as a random comment and then at the idea of that movie] and it was like:
Kchan: ...you're secretly your mum in Hchan's body XD I felt literally disgusted by the idea. It was just wrong x_X >_>;; so...so..yeah...this is me...done. x_x
Monday, November 3, 2003 @ 02:43 p.m.
the sirens sing no lullabye, and no one knows but lorelei
Blah. I posted in d*s...but I didn't fix the typos so..ignore that..XD;; And I will post the pictures for it later. ::in a hurry.. ::: Later.
EDIT -- 11:36 PM 11/4/2003
Kou's enlisted in some sort of Witness Protection Program until next week, when I have to use him again. I fear kchan will never write anymore of BN. It makes me cry loudly. I haven't seen her recently either. Poop. I MISS YOU, MY LOVELY LOVE XDD So the Starlight Mints are playing here Saturday. I would really like to go, like seriously, but they're gonna be at the Beta Bar x.x And that place = smokey. If I stay in smoke for more than like..just passing through it, I get bad chest colds that borderline bronchitis. It sucks. So I am just not gonna go x_x ... it sucks, 'cos I really would lvoe to see them live x999 I'm okay with it tho'..if it was like..Ben Folds...then I might try, but I'd prolly pass even then. [that should tell you how bad sick I get XD;; If I'd pass up seeing Ben live again..] Oh well v.v; I had a buncha shit to say but I just...bah it's not staying with me so whatever.
Tuesday, October 28, 2003 @ 11:21 p.m.
i'm just a sweet traaaannnnssvestite..... from.. transexuallll.. transylvaaaannniiiiaaaa~haHA!
I really need to see that movie again sometime soon. Anyone own it? If you dunno what I mean, don't ask, 'cos you prolly don't have it. e_e chapter 18 -- I posted it yesterday...forgot to mention. Rylie and. . . -- ::Shhh.:: It's a secret x3 Oekaki pic. Was fun.
Things I suddenly own I have two pics in the works. A large pic of Kou...and then a pic I started as a sort of 'taking a break from that Kou pic'.... [the Rylie Oekaki was me taking a break from that 'break from kou' pic XDDDD] ... the break pic is of Trina and Dana. It's coming along slowly. 'cos I feel like it. : Picking at it randomly throughout the day when i have time. Sun did a lineart that she wants me to colour. I need to get that from her. It's got her charas and Kou..and maybe Vix? I forget if she said Vix was on it. I well. I need to get it from her, like I said. Matt's been helping me fill in some plot holes in d*s that, luckily, haven't seemed to bother the story yet. <3 He's so special. Hmm.. I went to town for liek an hour with Trish. The road is like diarrhea, so it was like this epic adventure to get up and down it without getting stuck. It was stinky. We went to Border's and she bought Tank Girl #2 and I borrowed #1 from her. It's great. Tank Girl <3 I'm halfway through it. I love the style e.E I should do TG fanart sometime. Hm. Foals = still sick. They smell bad. Uhm. Not much to say otherwise. I'm boring. Go away.
Friday, October 24, 2003 @ 07:59 p.m.
someday, somehow, when the time is right... i'd give everything, everything...just to give you life.
I'll post later. Matt's on. ::Talking to him. Which is more important than blogging :P::
Matt's super tired ... I'm on Kchan's SN:
Again will blog more later. -- oh yeah..d*s is updated. As of yesterday i think. Yeah
Tuesday, October 21, 2003 @ 01:34 p.m.
grab hold of her fast before her feet leave the floor, and she's out the door ... 'cos you want to keep her in your pocket where there's no way out
Hm... did that google cache thing at google. I'll post the lost entries after I post.
Things I bought I didn't like the second Matrix very much, but like Matt said, it was a setup for part 3. Long ass setup if you ask me. The new CD rocks. So does the manga. I love Fuuma. Where the fuck is Chobits 8? I also did a really cute pic of Vix, Arliss and Kou. Vix and Kou are dressed up like cat people, More specifically, Kou is dressed like Fark McFook, and Vix is his sidekick, Frick McFook, wearing a funny outfit with her own chi like cat ears. And then Arliss is in a classic werewolf look, sept that she's cute instead of ugly and thin instead of buff..and she's super cute that way. The end. I wish I could scan it. I had a long day yesterday but there's not much to say about it. So I won't. Here are my lost posts -- I'll go and repost chapter 16 in d*s..and post 17 maybe tomorrow or whenever I get to writing it up.
d*s -- i updated it yesterday but didn't get to blog about it 'cos it was too late. go read. have fun.
Poop. Okay so apparently she saved my art. She told me the reason she did it is because she thinks something I downloaded messed up her games.
Something I downloaded.
I haven't downloaded anything in a few days except for Yahoo Messenger -- which she made me download for her on my account because hers kept giving her errors.
Maybe it's Yahoo messenger.
She says "NOOO IT CAN'T BE THAT. I'll bring back your account when I find out what it is!"
'cept all she does is play games....so..she's not really looking.
This sucks. I'm not even gonna WANT to finish that picture by the time she gives my account back v.V; I know how I am. I get interested in some other idea I have in my head and I draw that instead. My old comp has like 30 pics that people haven't seen 'cos they aren't finished ...'cos I came up with something new in my head and I wanted to work on that right away before I forgot it.
Lucky I'm having art block 'cos of my rage right now >_>;
New subject.
Foals = fucking cute and hell. We still haven't named Mum's foal yet, altho' I've been referring to him as 'The Brazilian'... but Mum is calling the other foal that we're taking care of Valentino, 'cos he has a white heart on his forehead, and he looks like some old old old actor who's named was Valentino. He's really cute. I like his colouring more than the Brazilian's, I think....'cos he's gonna be a bay..they're the really deep, almost blood red ones with black muzzle, mane, tail and 'socks'..right now he's more of a brownish gray, but he's got the black socks and muzzle...and he's got these super cute tufts of hair on his ankle backs..like a unicorn XDDD Ours is still orangesish red and pretty with some white on his feet, but I've always liked the bays the most.
I got to pet them today when I was giving them hay. Valentino's really brave. He comes right up to me, usually, but the Brazilian is a bit of a wuss and stands back XDDD It's funny. I think he looks really feminine, so last night, we were out there looking at them and it was all like:
Mum> He's not girly...he's very..handsome e.E;
XD Foreverafter, the end.
I am also surprised at the cussing. They say shit in the PSX version...in the PC version they covered that with %&*&%* XDDD But it was a rude awakening, 'cos I was at Kchan's and her mum was watching when Barret was like "SHIT >F" She was like "!!! OMG!" XD It was so bad.
Okay the end now.
This is me in a bad fucking mood x.x
Okay so my sister went to killed my account off her comp -- I woulda been okay with that if she'd allowed me to SAVE MY FUCKING ART. Man I actually started to cry when I saw she'd done that 'cos there was a picture I've been working on for a week almost. If anyone knows how I work, they know I've never spent a week on a picture before. *ever*. I was fucking going detailed and shit on that pic and I was almost fucking done. And I was so proud of it. And then she fucking did this without even fucking warning me. Frickin'...bitch. It's not even right.
Plus I lost Chapter 16 on d*s which I was almost done with yesterday when she got home, so I was gonna finish it today and post it TODAY...but now that's gone too so I have to start over, and I'm really not even wanting to 'cos I was really happy with how I'd worded things in it. I am so in a fucking mood. I'm not even gonna let her listen to my CD's now. I'm gonna hide them all somewhere. I have a whole lot, but you'd be surprised how easy it is to 'lose' shit in my room.
That fuckin' fatty -_-;
She better be able to restore my account. I'm just...omg you don't even know how depressed I am. The chapter I can rewrite, but that pic was just...ugh. I'm gonna cry again. I put so much into that picture.
I hate her.
You're like Yuuhi!
I guess that's right. Yuuhi's great ^^
I couldn't take the other quizzes...oh well.
Saw some movies -- gonna recap on older ones I saw on video too..here at Kchan's..
Kill Bill
American History X
Fight Club
Freddy vs. Jason
Yeah...after that Freddy vs. Jason movie, we went to wafflehouse and ate....breakfast. At Midnight. Yes. It was good. The end. XD
And uhmm...yeah..now I'm..sitting here doing nothing at all 8DDDDDDdddddd... penile. <-- word of the week.
The end yet again. For real. ::runaway.::
I think mum is home with the new foal. So I'll come back and post more after I see him ^_^
So yeah, obviously, I got my tablet on here, but I couldn't get Photoshop on here... I'm gonna bug Kent to send me a bootleg copy XD But in the meantime, I have Corel, so that's good....but I can't make layouts in Corel...which is not good. Oh well. I am fine with this for now.
I am working on a layouty pic right now and I am having much fun with it. Forever after, the end. ::Kchan slaps me fishishly.::
Matt called me the other night out of the blue. It was cool. He's lucky I was home -- Kristen had invited me to a movie with her and kchan, but that man was being a stupid bitch and was like supposed to go to the hardware store....so I couldn't use the car...but he never went....but I'm glad I didn't get to go now 'cos I woulda missed Matt's call. We were like "..." at first 'cos he was tired and I was a little startled that he'd called me so randomly..but then we rambled about....random things..as we normally do..and it rocked.
His dog sounds like satan having sex.
That is all.
chapter 15 -- look, it's on time! shockhorrordismay..
krista got her comp. she's kinda bitchy at me i think 'cos i was writing up chapter 15 instead of helping her with the desk, but i asked her if i could install photoshop and my tablet on her comp until i get my own. she didn't exactly say no, but she didn't say yes either.
here's hopin'.
art.
vix/kou scribble
i bought two lamb cd's. and ff7 and 9. i'm not broke.
i did a lot yesterday. i'm too lazy to blog about it.
i smell funny. ::goes to clean up.::
the string endures.
vix/kou by kristen -- she drew me the best fanart i've ever received in my life. it's for d*s and it's of vix and kou. i love you, kristen!
Still have art in my head. Why won't it come out?
I'm going to Kchan's later. We're going to go to the park. We're going to find a swingset and swing on it. I miss that.
I'm also gonna buy FF7 and 9, 'cos I don't have 9 and 7 is on my comp and is always getting erased. Which sucks.
Memory cards too. Need those.
I drew a new d*s chara. She's cute. Maybe I will do a colour version of her rather than just a doodle. 'cos I feel like it.
I don't have much to say. I'm gonna go mess with the d*s page. time to archive and update the chara info place again.
I should make a new pic for a d*s layout. ::wants a new layout for each part XD::
sometimes it feels like a yo yo. we spin down, but the string pulls us back up. it feels so nice when we go up, but i know, soon, we'll go down again.
but when will the string grow tired of pulling us up? it strains after time and frays under each movement.
we spin down again.
i'm afraid.
is the string going to snap?
German. Me and Kchan are going to sign up for German when we go to TCC. I love german. It's one of the many languages I wanna learn, and I surely don't mind starting with it. It is, after all, the strongest and sexiest language of them all. e.e ::Hump of german language.:: XD Then me and her can talk in German together ..like about flowers and how pretty the sky is, and passing people will be like "O_o; are they plotting a murder?"
Art. I want to put it on shirts XD Or something e.E; ::Chews cafepress.:: 'cos it would be fun. But I need to get a new comp first. Dell's having a free memory upgrade offer right now so I'm looking into that e.e
Music. I have a few CD's I need to get. I've had Rocket Man by Elton John stuck in my head the past few days, so I'm gonna prolly get that XD Plus a new Muse and a new Ben Folds EP. I about exploded when I saw these were out. I'm so happy. I have to order the other two, 'cos Muse never releases anything over here for some reason e.e;...and the Ben EP is likely only online, if I am not mistaken. Gawd, I love music. I'd be lost without it. I wish I had more money so I could buy all the CD's I want. It's not me being materialistic. It's me needing to breathe. ::Snuggles music.::
dream*scar. Not much to say about this..other than I'm having a fuckload of fun writing it. I'm into chapter 21 and I'm in love with Brayden already. He's such a spaz. He has a similar speech pattern to Lysander and a similar 'fuckitall' attitude, but he's wierder. XD In fact, he is like "Lysander's cool. I like him e.e" // "[everyone else] >_>;; ::ignores that comment.::"
Art 2. I did a cute pic of young Kou and Shiori and..it's so cute. I put her in a kimono and I tried to make it look like they really do -- it bugs me how in most mangas, they make kimono's show off a girls curves, but Kimono's are supposed to conceal a woman's curves. I think I pulled it off kinda, and it looks cute on her. x3 I have a few pictures in my head right now, but they're in pieces. I need to tape them together in my head so I can do something with them.
Sister. She moved back in. It's okay, 'cos she's not really here so much, but she's always doing shit that is annoying. It's mostly bathroom stuff. She thinks I leave hair in the drain, but I know I don't, 'cos I clear it after each shower. It's just our drain is bad so it doesn't drain right, and she ends up scooping her own hair out and thinking it's mine, so she PUTS IT ON THE WALL. It's like "Wtf, the garbage is RIGHT THERE, you idiot >F" Like a foot away from all the wall'd hair balls.
Other. No more mowing for me. I mowed the last time for this year yesterday and it makes me happy. The grass it wierdo on the side of the house. It's turned a shade of red, as opposed to yellow or brown. it's almost pretty. There are a shitload of flowers blooming too. It's wierdo. I never noticed it.
That's all for now. o.o
so i posted in d*s... it's a shortish chapter. sorry it's late but my sister stole the comp from me yesterday and then that man and mum got home sooo...
i haven't much to say. got to go mow the lawn. so there. ::goes.::
art:
bray getting sired..
I'm going to eat now.
since my da page is no longer a place where i can upload art to be secret [like presents and shit before i want someone to see them] i'm just gonna post the links off there...as opposed to from angelfire..which will just have d*s things. :3
bray/mieru
I did a sexy ribbon porn pic of Holden and Vincent from Arcana and I gave Vincent this rockin' bladed looking wing thing...with..gems of doom on it...and a spiffy corner border of gems and..golden...twisty...stuff e.E;;
I have a buncha other art in the works too. Poor d*s has no had any action for a few days, but since I am like on the end of chapter 19, I think it is safe. :P
I saw pirates of the carribean...gdsjhgjkhgkj XD I liked those two 'xombie' guys.... the baldish one and the one with the fucky eye XD they rocked. and jack was super cool. me and kchan are gonna walk like him...forever, the end.
e.e; uh. yeah. crap is crappy. crappy crap. XD I have nothing much left to say. Me and Kchan must go find something to do..now that she has defeated Xenogears. Maybe...we'll... ... ;D ......play ;D ;D ;D DddddDde.b..nllgl something else. XD
like LoD.
the end.
or not.
Paula65432108702 [9:23 PM]: Do you want to be my boyfriend? I'll be wait you here 5 hours!
yay...i can be someone's boyfriend!
somethin' had a go at me yesterday. i got me arm tagged by some kinda insect. i thought i was gonna die 'cos my hand swell'd up and pain was shoot'n up me arm. it stay'd that way the whole damn'd night.
why i typed that like i am australian/scottish/whatever...i can't say.
anyway. yes, something got me yesterday and it was really bad. but i am still alive..so it was prolly just a mild allergic reaction...
so last night, i sat down and wrote down all the songs i could remember that i wanted on the d*s soundtrack and ... i know i am not remembering them all, but the list has 30 songs [i think] on it. so...xD i think there are more female singers on it than males, but is that really a bad thing XD?! I am bored so I will list a few ... in no particular order alpabeticalanddevidedintomalesandfemales:
*females*
males
garbage
so i did this art of mieru and brayden..and altered bray's hair just a tad, so it looks cuter now, but the colours are still the same. he's rather humpable. i came up with a new outfit for mieru. x3 she looks better like this, i think. it's more modest, and despite her past, i see her as being rather modest at the time that my story takes place. it's nothing big, just hip hugger jeans, a spiffy top and a hoodie i made up with cool stuff on it XD
i'm also working on a pic of mieru, kou and brayden. it's like..kou siring bray..so bray is like ::drink blood 8D:: and kou's like ::indifferent..leaning head on mieru's shoulder.:: and mieru is smile ::leans head on kou's..pet of bray e.e:: ... 'cos she is happy that she's getting a playmate 8D!!!!!!11
hhmmmm...also, i am working on fanart for arcana..it's blatant ribbon porn. i need to go to the arcanna website to check out holden's scars and arm burns before i ink it...but..otherwise..uhm..yeah.
i also have a schism fanart in mind. *yum*
i better go now. going 'bowling'.
chapter 13 -- tis up. i added the chapter doodles too...so if you read it yesterday, go look again...just for fun xD
I am working on a little comic thing for chapter 15-16 sort of thing..mostly would fit for chapter 16...I am having fun with it. Action stuff is not really something I'm good at so it's nice practice I think. x3
I have nothing much to say...solater.
MORE art..i'm on a roll XD
::shrugXD:: -- colour tests...and scribbles..::shrug e.e::
yeah... since kou is like..her guardian and all..i just wanted to do a pic of him....being protective e.e;; this really has nothing to do with the story at all..it just popped in my head. morbid fun. kou wearing glasses for the fuck of it. meaning they make him look hot. really hot. too bad he's a vamp so he doesn't even need them. e.e; ::hug at vix in this pic.::
i was telling kchan that...i wanted to steal Vix's skirt..XD And she was like "yes...and then kou would shoot you too." ... and i realized Kou knew I wanted to steal Vix's skirt..'cos of the way he was looking at me when I drew him!! ::point at the pic.:: you see??! So evil XDDD
why can't I be consistant on this keyboard? ::kick at the caps.::
now i go..away. e_e
::licks at that song.:: it's to celebrate this picture i'm about to post....rightnow!
goregasm 888DDDD -- ::hump.:: it's that art i made for matt. he liked the line art a lot so i think he'll have a heart attack here e.e
me and kchan went to see underworld -- alot better than i expected it to be, since i expected it to suck royally. it was actually kinda decent...and it was super pretty to look at....'cept for the werewolves...that made me sad...but when the main guy at the end went all psycho like and was kicking ass, it was awesome..that's like, how i imagine arliss would fight..all super fast and with her claws and shit e.E;; kakkkoooiii XDDD there was a scary black guy in the movie with a really scary voice...he was scary...but then there was also this super sexy black vampire guy that me and kchan wanted to hump...and the lead werewolf guy really grew on me. i wanted to cuddle him XD
i really want the soundtrack to that movie, too...
so anyway, we were supposed to meet a few friends there [joe, julie and....lucas??? maybe someone else too x.X???] but they got there late or something...and...there were no tickets left for them XDDDD and since we didn't have joe's cell, we couldn't call him..and we don't HAVE a cell, so he couldn't call us.... oh well..maybe next time. e.e;
matt said that the hurricane kinda made a mess at his place. i hope everything's okay :O ::snuggle of matt.::
that's all...i've blogged a lot the past few..days/hours...or something..yeah. penis.
::runaway.::
Adia = very dead.
So yeah, I took her in yesterday and they said, in a nutshell, her motherboard was fucked. So...in a nutshell, that means I'm going to go crazy. I *need* photoshop. I did this awesome lineart of Naphtali for Matt... I didn't post it here 'cos I was expecting to colour it in photoshop and then post it as a like "HEY LOOK MY COMP'S BACK!" deal...but...ffhhg. I tried colouring it on paper, but I just don't have the right colours, so it's not as good, and the BG I have in mind I can't do on paper. x.x;;
It makes me super sad. I am gonna have to get the hard drive out so I don't lose all my old art and mp3's that are like.. not on CD's..anywhere.. T.T; But mostly I'm sad for that Naphtali pic. I'm so proud of it and I really wanted to spend a few days on it in photoshop [as opposed to a few hours, like I normally would] so I could add detail and all that T.T; And a lot of blood too. And Meledyne just came out like fun so..fuck, I'm really unhappy.
So yeah...I'm tired of coloured pencils. I'm gonna look into buying some copic markers. I have money, and it's mine, so fuck it. I'm blowing it on something that will make me happy. v.V; They have like a buncha sets, and this one site sells them for a little less than what they are, 'cos it saves some on shipping charges, but it's still 200+ dollars. v.V I might check Bills Art City next time I'm there to see if they have it there cheaper [without the shipping].
Why does art stuff have to cost so much...?
First I need to find an ink pen that...inks better. The one I have has a metal tip so it comes off scratchy sometimes and it annoys the hell outta me 'cos I have to mess go over the lines a few times before they want to show up right. ::whinebitch.::
McDoom -- this comic cheered me up because I really hate McDonald's. And Ronald McDonald, too.
Uhm. I'm gonna go clean up and get ready for tonight. Going out with Kchan and some of her friends to see Underworld [hopefully]. I don't expect much of it, honestly, but I love Vampires and [thanks to the RP, Luna, and Arliss] Werewolves...so I'll give it a chance.
This is me gone.
arianna / julian -- yeah..I got bored, so I doodled [::about wrtoe doodoo'd XD::] this in coloured pencil...yay for bloo...e.e;; uhm...in the big part, Juli looks like..Dana..e.e;; oops? the end.
Kchan told me the other day that supposedly... Cows are helping with Global warming...because they fart so viciously. She heard it on TV or something.
Is that not interesting? The world is going to die because cows fart. It blows my mind. and my nose. OFF.
Uhm..hm. The Cure = puts the dance in my pants. 'cept I'm on my period so it's messy XD I'm gonna like die from blood loss here. Stupid surgery and period.
Me = bought cowboy bebop.
Me = also took comp in...may be fixed..by tomorrow. there.
I'm gonnaaaa...go now.
fuck shit.
I archived. I needed to.
chapter 12 -- 'tis there. it's not really eventful, but it needed to happen :3
My gma is strange....
It sounded funnier in my head.
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